If Faceless publicity accruing to an ‘identity’ is the result, it is not worth fighting for.
Such publicity will always be squandered by others and others will
take advantage of it claiming that ‘identity’.
Fight for personal advantageous benefits that cannot be claimed by someone else (third parties)
who claims use of ‘group identity’ that would not have accrued had it not been for my effort.

India has been using me as a pawn purposely blocking my progress
because they know America has soft corner for me. So, they are
using my ‘unwarranted civil detention’ as grounds for deriving ego superiority.
(one upmanship related to America)
When all I have done is nothing wrong; it is civil liberty and free speech
and reasonable privacy. It is what any human will do under normal circumstances.
India is making mountains out of molehills.
All this wouldnt have mattered that much if America had the senses
to STOP giving to Indians long ago. They are causing even more trouble
and my disparity when compared to Indians and competitive disadvantage
by giving publicity favoring Indians than by not giving me. Every time
you mention the word ‘Indian’ or put Indians in pedestal in public view
think of the consequences it has in the public psyche. The origin image
is mine to begin with and I personally never identify with anything Indian.

I know you cannot openly, visibly encourage me blatantly bad-mouthing a particular country identity. But they did wrong things to me unjustified and unwarranted. I will stay away from this and
let you come to your senses, judge the whole circumstances, see things in perspective and take appropriate action as you deem fit. (Scotland Yard, Downing Street, Washington, Beijing, Tokyo or whatever). It looks like I will have to exercise restraint and patience and dont get into more and more trouble quagmire and escalate the issue to more powerful, appropriate parties who understand the bigger picture and have the capabilities and resourcefulness to carry out things that I cannot do.

Consent for remotely assisted suicide: yes
Have me eliminated before I fall into the wrong hands.
Better get relieved from the stress and not allow room for further being played ‘pawn’ to extort money power and influence from the west. India should not get any of these using my image and my intellectual property. Whatever has already been given, should be taken back by the west.

I received the message ‘Be ready’. I am protecting myself the best I can by bolting locks and doors during sleep at night. I also try as far as possible to sleep during day and stay awake during night. Whether I identify with Russia China or America or Japan it doesnt matter. But it cannot be India.

I have now figured out even more.

I trust black people and white people in AMerica who were watching me for more than 30 years now and I was not caused any harm. If anything, they were only doing good things in my best interests. Give RAW access to watching me and within 5 years they do everything to psychologically cower me into submission and frightening. I dont recall consciously or willingly or knowingly allowing someone of ‘Indian stock’ to get to watch what I do privately that they have no business of otherwise getting to know. It is extremely dangerous. Indians are not welcome to watch me privately. If anything I dont identify with Indians, please ask Indians to get out of the audience by their own. THey have to pay money to America and UK for having watched through my eyecam so far.

There is a difference between who gets to watch you and what they do using the info. If Americans or Europeans or Chinese watch, they augment, honor and uphold your image using the tiny tidbits of knowledge they glean through the eyecam video feed. If RAW or goddamn Indian assholes watch, they misuse and abuse the privilege and steal your identity and image.

My eyes and body was atleast healthy so far in 30 years for as long as the AMericans and the Brits were watching me thru eyecam. THe moment RAW gets access they inject medicines in my face and near my eyes causing me loss of skin tone, skin problems, and my eyes are now unable to focus as an unity (cockeyed) but not that cockeeyd, eyes keep wandering here and there. It wasnt like this before. This is a good lesson dont allow a thing of good quality (me) to get in the hands of wrong people (Indians) they will ruin it for everyone. By the same analogy, dont allow Indians any say in US government. I see they are getting posts in US senate finance subcomittee etc. which they would not otherwise have got, had it not been for my image. Put eyecams on those pests, cut their dick, vasectomize them and broadcast it to the Chinese. This should be done invisibly and undercover. Dont publicize it.

Also you cannot do things openly against particular nationality. You have to go case-by-case basis by putting eyecams on all Indian pests and cut off the moment they are about to get something in life (because you know, by watching through the eyecam where and how they are about to get something) like school admission, college admission, scholarship, engagement, or employment. Ask the Chinese to watch through all the Indian pests and bring to your notice case-by-case who needs to to be ‘thanni kaattified’ and how and when, the same way I am being done to here.

RAW is my declared enemy, Indians are my declared enemies. I never identified with them. I identify with black and white people in America and elsewhere. I feel safe, nurtured and cared for in their hands without being ‘spoonfed’. They know just the right amt of love for delivery. Thats perfect. Count on India to spoil and ruin everything. Foul.

Someone had been systematically breaking into my house when I was a child
when I was sleeping just to have sex with me. (I had an extremely long and thick dick
but I used to think everybody had the same kind of thing). Now I am clear
it was either Americans or Brits or Germans. That doesnt matter. In fact,
I enjoyed it. They didnt cause me any harm. THen they told me in school
something about ‘matter got leaked out’. I never understood what they meant because
I didnt get the ‘big picture’. Jealous local Indians were secretly wanting
to cut my dick – and I was cosntantly getting messages in school – to check
the length of my ‘pencil’ check whether someone took my ‘pencil’ ‘can i chew on your pencil’ and ‘my pencil
was very good and extremely long’ ‘satisfied’ ‘happy’ etc! So it was you Americans!
They told me ‘I was the BEST’! (i didnt understand it was abt sexual performance)
I have to say the ‘sex during sleep’ was extremely good. Then they asked me
whether somebody owed me money I couldnt figure out why. Of course I enjoyed it
so you dont have to pay. THen they said someone else is asking for money because
Americans came and had sex with me in what is their ‘territory’. I poohed poohed
it and said no one will get any money. Atleast I am happy my ‘virginity’(!) went to Americans or Brits? It was really pleasurable but I didnt know I was being raped because it happened in my sleep. Please ask RAW they were never welcome to watch my private eyecam feed, and unknowingly, unwittingly, mistakenly, without understanding cause-effect I am the one to blame that has allowed RAW access, and I want to revoke that access immediately.

Then I figured out why messages say ‘Dont say we didnt warn you’
they did tell me but I couldnt understand.

Also, how did you allow RAW (India) access to my eyecam feed when India
has a track record of ‘bad intentions against me’ (jealous of my extremely long dick
that I once had so long that people where other corner of the world couldnt resist
housebreaking just to have sex with me). It is like allowing your innards access to your enemy. Who in their right mind would do that? Would you let people who had thoughts about castrating you, feeding you rat poison, etc.all due to jealousy and loss of ‘control’ to get to watch what you do in private? RAW cannot claim I am in Indian territory so they get to watch. Get RAW kicked out of the audience and dare them to do what they can by being able to track me outwardly (not through eyecam). Too late I think.

Dont allow room for India’s hidden conspiracy against me. Outwardly they are trying to give the appearance that all is well, I am being treated good, etc. while inwardly they are passing messages and info that will act to my detriment against my best interests (roadblocks in place). (like this paypal thing which has now irritated Reserve Bank of India, those assholes). They will try to legislate it and make sure no freelancer can get money through paypal anymore. THey cant create their own payment system to receive money from abroad, but they will legislate it. Count on useless Indian assholes in New delhi to do that. I dare them to.

As long as RAW didnt get access to my eyecam, and were only able to ‘watch’ my
movements through external sources, i was able to move to Kuwait and atleast
earn myself security there. Now RAW gets access to everything of my intention
they are preventing my movement even before I can make a move, because of the
‘pre-knowledge’ which they otherwise will not get to know of. THis is extremely
dangerous. Cut the feed to RAW. I dont trust Indians. Never trusted them. You (America)
did ask me when I was in Kuwait, whether you trusted ‘Nandakumar’. I didnt understand
what you meant because I was not aware that there was an eyecam and I couldnt tell him
‘I dont trust you’ (social niceties and outward visible friendship protocol). RAW
should not get to know of my intentions. It is very dangerous. Under the pretext of
taking efforts to identify with me, they are blocking my progress invisibly. Kick RAW out of the audience. It is like allowing bad people inside your circle, like you unfriend them. They shouldnt have been allowed in in the first place. They did tell me ‘ask them to get out of the audience’. I didnt understand what you were talking about. Now it is clear. Ask RAW and Indians to get out of my eyecam audience. I dont need Indians creating icons and publicly visible parameters to ‘identify’ with me ; never needed it; kick them out of the audience (of eyecam) first. If anything, what Indians do (by way of getting access to my eyecam feed which they shouldnt have been able to, in the first place) is only annoying and extremely irritating to the core. But Americans Brits etc (white people black people) can do things that seem to be directed at ‘identifing with me’. That is fine and seems to be good and pleasurable, attractive, just the right thing etc.

Lets be very clear: RAW (Indians) were never ‘welcome’ to watch what I do privately. If anything, they are gathering detective information of my sources of money and pleasure and taking active steps (scaling up with the passage of time) to do things against my best interests. Ask RAW to get out of the audience. THey should pay money to America for having watched my eyecam so far.

I was told about the ‘Guardian’ keyword when in school and again, couldnt understand it. Even if I had inadvertently unknowingly allowed RAW access to my eyecam feed, you Scotland Yard people, by exercising due diligence and able to predict cause and effect and the effects it will have, should not have allowed RAW access to my private eyecam feed. Because you are guardian. Even if I say something (allowing RAW access to my eyecam feed) without understanding its consequences, you know the bigger picture, so in my best interests, should have overruled what I say.

RAW is finding that I get money through paypal and pay for hosting etc. so they created trouble for Paypal last year (2010) with stupid absurd law that you cannot pay your own money you earn through Paypal. Its my money to spend as I wish. If you allow RAW to watch more, they will leak the info to my enemies who are acting against my best interests. I dont need any goddamn asshole Indian to ‘identify’ as being me. Indians are not me. I dont see myself in them. Its annoying and extremely irritating to the core. Kick out RAW from the audience first, because they are dangerous. I identify with white people and black people of the world. ALways has been the case, but never an Indian. I couldnt say so openly. Outwardly I said ‘yes I trust you’ but inwardly I never trusted Indians.

Now i am able to figure out even more the hints and clues that the Internet gives me. (Paypal-Reserve Bank of India etc.) They know I receive the money in Paypal so they will legislate there. Which is why RAW shouldnt get to know these things which they otherwise wouldnot get to know of unless through the private eyecam feed. They are doing things against me and I am not willingly showing them. Its like exposing your naked vulnerable body in the hands of someone who you know is going to castrate you and steal your kidneys and vasectomize you. India doesnt have any right to even touch me. I am an individual and God gave me life and for all my life here, I am paying good money, NOthing is free. If anything, RAW is only creating trouble for me and unwanted diversions and it is even more annoying that Indians are getting insider info about ‘identifying with my deepest values and belief systems’ and these are the people that I DO NOT want to identify with me as I DO NOT identify with Indians. I identify with Americans black and white people or Brits or Germans or Japs r Chinese.

Please make sure you kick out RAW from the audience as extreme priority number 1. dont allow Indians inside the audience.

Now I remember why I was told in school this ‘toys’ thing that I used to ask my mom
to buy me but cant afford it and then they said ‘dont miss it’ etc. etc. I couldnt figure out anything of it. (triple filter test!)

I wonder how many times I have been ‘raped’ by white people/black people when I was sleeping – I know you couldnt resist! Its ok since you didnt otherwise harm me or entertain harmful thoughts against me – that kind of thing only occurs in jealous Indian blood.

Atleast now I figured it all out. Stop giving to Indians, dont give them single cent, cut the penises of prominent Indians in US and elsewhere without their knowledge because they used software to get there, and it is my IPR and my image they used without which they wouldnt have got it. SO it is justified; put eyecams on their eyes without their knowledge and let them be controlled by CHinese.

India should not have had access to my eyecam feed in the first place. AMericans can Brits and germans and the like can watch for free. I feel safe in their hands. Nothing to hide. India, under the pretext of creating publicly visible ‘icons’ that ‘identify with me’ is only creating more trouble, annoyance, irritation for me. But when Americans or Brits or Germans or Japs do the same thing (pictures of which I see) it feels pleasurable,charming and lovable and cute. (i know it is image identification and publicity thing)

Those who know what I said in school know my real opinions: ‘It was better under British rule.’

#threat #blackmail
go call 911 that a guy on the Internet is threatening that Vinod Khosla will be ‘emasculated;neutered’ without his knowledge (should have been done so already). His entire family lineage and relations will be systematically exterminated wiped out of the face of the earth invisibly. Not only Khosla, I challenge that I will also get Avinash Kaushik, Shashi Seth and others get emasculated invisibly without their knowledge. This is justified because these goddamn Indian assholes used my image and my intellectual property to get good lifestyle which would not otherwise have been possible. I never identified with Indian; I never gave permission to any Indian to use my image as the father of software.

I will make sure Chinese get to watch through Vinod Khosla’s eyes (eyecam) at the poor soul trying to use his 2 cm penis and dont know where it disappeared suddenly! So Chinese can have the last laugh and satisfaction against Indians. Same goes for all Indian students in US/Uk/Aus.

This must be a lesson for India to know where to stop wagging its tail and not to mess with the wrong guy (me). Must be on record and on history so further Indian assholes are made to live in constant fear of persecution against them authorized by Beijing.

I am also challenging that I will get atleast 50 prominent Indians in US who ‘got rich’ through using software (my intellectual property) without my express or willful permission and who used my image to get buy-in into American psyche, without my express consent or permission, I will make sure their penises get cut off invisibly and underhandedly when they are sleeping at home, I will have ‘eyecams’ attached to all their eyes and allow the Chinese to watch any of these 50 Indians anytime and have the last laugh against Indians trying to use their 2 cm penis (including vasectomy on these Indians). I will also make sure every Indian in the US is intravenously injected with nuclear waste material, hospital waste, poisons and expired medicines without their knowledge just as they did to me here. I dare Indian cows to do anything they can against me or my blog.

I also challenge that I will get Indian families resident in the US targeted and exterminated invisibly and underhandedly without their knowledge (they will not get employment). I will make them pack up and leave America on their own. I recommend Guantanomo-style invisible, undercover civil persecution ‘outside bars’ against Indians in America. (not openly visible)

I will make sure Vinod Khosla, Shashi Seth, Neil Patel, Avinash Kaushik and others of the Indian lot get emasculated and injected with large amounts of intravenous poison (expired medicines and hospital wastes from America’s hospitals, and some nuclear waste material thrown in) just as they did to me here.

http://americanfreepress.net/?p=2397

Who allowed these goddamn Indian bastards inside the U.S.?
that too in software field, using my image as the father of software technology,
without my permission?

Eliminate,exterminate and get rid of Indian pests (especially those proclaiming to be working in software field) from the US.

I have NO CHANCE of ever getting a visa to the US just for my physical safety and ability to get married with AMerican citizen. Because they are preventing my path here.

So implicate Infosys, COgnizant, WIpro in any lawsuits as many as possible and the lot and ask them to get out of the United States. I know COgnizant is American company I will have to ask them you cannot use my intellectual property to do business without giving me first!

I never identified my image with anything Indian! I dont see myself in anything Indian!
I should have made this clearer several eons ago.

why dont you ask this DESAI asshole
to hire me through Cognizant and send me to the US immediately.
It is a matter of my life or death.

The days of ‘Developer’ ‘Programmer’ type of post being able to go to
the US on work visas is long over. I have to be Java Architect,Team Lead
or Project manager and I do have 12 year experience in Java. Then it is possible
to get B1 or L1 visa. Indians
are trying to use silly excuses NOT to give me job as such. Then
why are you white people not using the same excuses to exclude
and discriminate against Indians there? (cut Indians dicks when they sleep,
perform vasectomy on them, put eyecams on their eyes, and let the Chinese
choose any Indian at random and get to watch through their eyes)

IMPORTANT IDENTITY CLARIFICATION
I identify with the American worker, not with India’s Cognizant’ worker.
These Americans acceded too much power to the wrong hands that used my image
without my permission. I have always been on the American/Brit side. I couldnt
say so openly for I was afraid.

Traffic has gone down.
It is disconcerting, humiliating and disappointing.

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It looks like the top 1% have always been more concerned about ‘identity’
and wrongly treated nationality as part of identity and my thought patterns
(values, attitudes, beliefs) which they get to watch through eyecam.
I thought they will put me first and my interests first and ensure that
my intellectual property and my image cannot be used against my best interests.
(Giving work visas to Indians, employing Indians in the US, putting Indians
in pedestals in public view by giving them prestigious appointments, etc. amounts
to actions against my best interests).

I have never consciously, willingly, knowingly allowed any Indian or nation
called ‘India’ to use my image or intellectual property. If they were
using it all along, I reserve the right to rescind,revoke,terminate,cancel,reclaim
all that with retrospective effect.

I didnt understand the concept of ‘identity’ so far.
Lets be very clear here.
A few examples.
I identify with Stephen Fry
I identify with Scoble
I identify with Larry Page
I identify with Newt Gingrich
I identify with Guy Kawasaki
I identify with Gordon Moore
I identify with Tom Hanks (movie: ‘BIG’)
I identify with Hu Jintao
I identify with Donald Rumsfeld
I identify with Shaq
I identify with 50 Cent
I identify with Will Smith
and so on.
and so on…
This has always been the truth. I only said ‘I am indian’ because they were
repeatedly asking me my nationality in school and I couldnt figure what the fuss
was all about (that was shortly after I had drawn those ‘gates’ thing that Intel uses now)
and what would be the effect. If I had known it, I would have clearly expressed I am ‘anti-Indian’, I dont see myself in any Indian, if anything I despise the Indian lot, I stay away from them as much as I can, I have never identified psychologically with an Indian.
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Looks like these psychological researchers need some clarification from my end.
A clarification is in order.
I dont associate an ‘Indian company’ (Wipro) with ‘UK’.
I dont see myself in ‘Indian company’
I can see myself in UK.
But it has to be an UK-owned company like British Telecom, Barclays, etc.
That is ‘my image’. Indian company is not ‘my image’

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India has to pay good money to America for being able to watch through my eyecam.
They should not have been allowed to, in the first place. I didnt allow it
knowingly. Had I known, I would not have allowed!
America can watch and others non-Indians (esp Chinese) can watch yes. They dont have to pay money
for that. They already are giving me in kind.

Charge India money for being able to watch through my eyecam when they dont have ‘creator rights’ for the eyecam. They (Indians) are not supposed to be able to watch this feed. If anything, they are using my image and my intellectual property to extort money frm the west. I never idenfied myself with anything Indian, wilfully, knowingly, purposefully, intentionally and consciously. If I had said anything of that sort that might have given such an impression when I was in school as response to questions, it is because of necessity to follow ‘social niceties protocol’ as per the surrounding environment. The truth is: I have always despised Indians, especially the women. Cant stand them.

They (Indians) have been using the knowledge gleaned through eyecam about my personal thought patterns and behavior against my best interests (hiddenly). It is unethical,
immoral and irregular. I dont see myself in other Indians carrying things before
my eyecam when i walk on road (purposely so it becomes visible in my eyecam), these things were only visible through my eyes because
these are things at home (tea strainer, etc.) It is in fact, annoying and irritating that people around me now know where exactly I am going to and what my intention is, even before I could get there. These who got to know of my intentions beforehand before I reach a place are not even good people. They are hostile and have enemity against me in their heart. This is too dangerous. I should be able to slip by and hide in normal civilian situations without others understanding and peeking into my motives beforehand. India is using the pretext that
they are only helping me and obliging my best interests when they got access to my eyecam feed but they are surreptitiously and underhandedly using that knowledge against me. This is not ethical and is not ‘honor system’.

But I would say if Americans/Brits/Japs/Germans/Russians (white/black) do the same via Internet or in person, it looks like it is friendly, professional, pleasurable, diligent, within bounds, reasonable, warm, attractive, charming, desirable, etc.

Indians have injected expired medicines and poisons and acid inside my face – I can see the layers of skin peeling off making my once beautiful ‘face value’ start getting marred. High time you Americans do the same to Indians in US/Uk/elsewhere – carry out vasectomy on them for unwarranted reasons when they sleep. Cut their penis, put eyecam on their eyes and allow the Chinese full access to watch 24 hours what these indians are doing. Only those Indians who have used my intellectual property and image ‘software’ for reaching the US/UK are affected by this. They are obliged to go through this.

Lesson learned: dont let your good things get touched by Indians. They will spoil it
for everyone.

Count on India to spoil a good show for everyone. Its in their blood. And you are putting
these asshole Indians in high positions in Senate Finance subcommittee and positions like US CIO etc! I dont identify myself with them if that has been the intention behind that kind of posting. Never did. I identify only with non-Indians. It has always been so the case.

India has to pay money to America for using email, search engine like Google and social
network like facebook. India has to pay money to America for getting the privilege and permission to watch what I do through my eyecam.

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You have to sense and understand that, Indians are more concerned about ‘first priority’ that I should not be able to get access to employment or money. the same way, you Americans, Brits, Germans, Chinese, Japs, Russians, etc. should be your first priority is to cut off money supply and employment avenues of Indians resident there. It seems you are letting me down by making appointments like that “Vivek Kundra” case. Exercise hidden discrimination against Indians making sure you block all their avenues for progress in society. Let me again reiterate that I DONT identify with Vivek Kundra and no Indian cannot use my image as the inventing father of software technology to his advantage while sidelining me.

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Infy CTsh WIT stocks ended higher on trading yesterday.
I have been let down by Wall Street.
I want these stocks falling down in stock price and loss totally.
They cannot project the image of being ‘sustainable businesses’
It sends out the wrong message.

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I now remember in school you caused to ask me if I can be ‘bought’ from my parents for money! I thought someone was trying to kidnap me by buying and selling my internal organs (like kidneys etc!) I didnt understand it was the white people (Americans?) I thought it was some Indian. SO I said I am not for sale and my father and mother will not sell me for money!
‘Those in the know’ know this already. I should have come with you then and there… But how can I trust a stranger to take care of me well?

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There is no scope for diplomacy anymore.

Twist/force India’s hands from the US or UK. Ask Vinod Khosla or Sabeer Bhatia
who got rich through American money in ‘software field’ (my intellecutal property and my rightful patent) to speak to Accenture or IBM
in US specifically mentioning my name and asking that I be given visa first
and get moved to the US or UK asap. Use Indians to talk to Indians. It is their
obligation because they got rich through my intellectual property.

Lets see India how they handle that.

Also I know India will try to project the notion that they are ‘remaining patient’
‘exercising restraint’
even after getting to see my open attacks degrading whatever is left of India’s image before international eyes.

They cannot say that I spoiled India’s image on purpose. Image is something non-tangible.
But you cannot touch me physically causing me harm for that. That is tangible. Just Speech is a different case than actually causing physical harm.

They deserve this vitriolic treatment – there is no room for diplomacy anymore because it was India’s fault purposely withholding
my US visa which they should have given me first and put me ahead of others.
They (India) were discriminating and excluding against me.
India did mistake – let them face the consequences.
India brought it upon themselves. They should have sensed and acknowledged that they will not have gotten access to influence money power and prestige in software circles had it not been for me.

I was never obligated to project or maintain any India’s image. India has not done any favor for me so far.
They have only taken advantage of my IPR in a comparatively larger scale to gain access to money
power influence and prestige which they would not have got from the west otherwise!
Just because I said something is no cause for persecution – because it was just
ignored by the west and they still kept giving and giving.

India will claim that they are ‘remaining patient’ ‘maintaining patience’ ‘restraint’ etc.
so they are entitled to even more handouts from the west. (psychological blackmail) NO WAY. Who asked
you to exercise patience or restraint? Dare them Indian assholes to come take action against me here.
But if they continue seeing you people like Horowitz giving money to Indians making them
richer and Obama administration and Salesforce putting assholes like Vivek Kundra in pedestal and limelight in public view they will not budge or yield anytime soon.

Nobody asked India to remain patient after hearing how I degrade India’s image in my speech.
Dare them to come take action against me. Let them take any action they can and will.
They should not be able to show this instance of ‘we exercised patience’ later as reason for claiming more handouts from the west. NO MORE HANDOUTS. ESPECIALLY USING MY IMAGE! TO me, India might as well not exist.

If anything, India should pay me royalty and good money for having used my image to get access to money power and prestige in software field which they will not have got otherwise. India should pay me rent everyday for exercising the privilege of getting to see through my eyes. Getting to see through my eyes is not a matter of right. Its a permission, its a privilege that I will choose to allow or disallow specific parties. India should pay rent to America because it is Americans that created the eyecam in the first place. Creators controllers, creators recipients of royalty for their creations.

America and UK and France and Russia and Germany and Japan and China can watch through my eyes without needing to pay me anything. But if Indians are getting access to this TV channel they MUST PAY ME IN CASH AND/OR KIND. They cannot claim he is a national of India so we get to exercise whatever right we can on his body. Tell that bullshit to someone else. I am only here because i dont have any place better to go to. Its not a matter where I can exercise a choice. I dare India to come deport me because I am not Indian national. Being Indian national netted me nothing. I dont need any stupid India watching me through my eyecam. They must pay for this privilege of being allowed access to the eyecam. THey have track record of misusing the knowledge they glean through eyecam which they otherwise will not get access to. Americans (creators of eyecam) should not have allowed India as audience. Americans are mature people. Indians are silly petty minded. There s a difference between who you allow to watch through your eyecam. I explicitly block access to Indians, deny.

I pay for everything here: shelter, food, etc. etc. Once money changes hands, transaction over! There is no connection or further obligation on my part to boost the ‘country’s (India’s) undeserving image. If anything, India is obliged to dance to my tunes because
of the tons of billions of dollars they got using software and my image which they would not otherwise have gotten access to. Make India sense and realize where their place is in the international pecking order. Dont let them entertain grand illusions of undeserving, non-existent power, clout and influence.

For those putting Indian names in the news and giving them undeserved publicity:
I never saw myself or identified with any Indian. May be I had said so in the school. Thats because I didnt know its significance and probable effects. That is the reason why India has gathered enough headweight and courage to persecute me. If anything, I despise the Indian lot. I identify fluently and smoothly with American-sounding names and pictures of people, Brits, Germans, Chinese, Japs, Russians etc. ‘and can more easily put myself in their shoes’ ‘see myself in them’ etc. So this point is what I should have made clearer, much earlier! I thought you would have inferred it from the way I behave, dont try to follow what I SAY to the letter. Because what you say to others is governed by social niceties protocol. I dont mean what I say, but I mean what I do.

While I am still sane, I have to make out this message, will etc…
Who knows what will happen tomorrow.

Just because your papa prefered to merge his genes with white (blonde) race
doesnt mean he was against niggas or Asians (Japs, Chinese, etc.)
I didnt know the solution to all this is a simple ‘I AM’ identity clarification.
I thought they will infer the answer to that question from my behavior, not from what I say.

So I advise you to fuck one and all – white black asian whatever.
Just stay away from Indians. Indians’ eyes all have eyecams to be
fitted on them and I have also instructed their dicks be shortened,
emasculated, shaved off without their knowledge sneakily and remember
that the Chinese are laughing their asses off watching Indians who
used my intellectual property ‘software’ to get to the US and start
enjoying prosperous life without meeting their obligations to me.
They didnt ‘escape’ they checked their hands into persecution
Guantanamo-style, which now will be exercised sneakily by the CIA.
Remember that every Indian you meet in America will have
eyecams fitted and the chinese are watching through their eyes having
the last laugh at Indians trying to use their very short emasculated dicks.

Feel free to fuck as broad, wide range as possible – this message
is applicable both for my daughter and son. Just make sure Indians
dont get to touch you.

This was my position so far.
The founding father of software is being purposefully discriminated against by Indians not letting him get a H1b so he can go to US and get married with American citizen and have a legitimate, lawful child that can claim my bloodline. Because they cant stand his getting advanced in life. (not that stolen sperm, any human made out of it has no right of title to my lineage because it was obtained without my explicit consent, permission or willingness or even when I was conscious through the regular act of sex-I will not recognize that ‘son’ or ‘daughter’ that the white people have already stolen-probably he or she is ‘backup of my lineage’ if I cant reproduce in the real production environment)

This here is my latest position on the matter.
Update: I recognize as legitimate that stolen son or daughter (I dont know how many kids you made frm my sperm) but my will, wish, fancy etc. is that my children should be able to merge into the American German or Brit or Russ or Jap white race or black race and stay there geographically. Its my lineage, my blood and does have right of title. If my sperm has fallen into the wrong hands (Indians!) I will not recognize it as my son or daughter or my lineage.

Keep my sons/daughters safe in America or Germany or UK or Japan or China. I actually wanted a daughter. Bloodline merging should only be with America-resident non-Indian race. (Black ok, white ok, asians ok, but definitely should not merge with Indian blood).

May be we can fork/branch my sperm culture using experiment like this:
1 Son in White – Blond lineage
1 Daughter in White – Brunette lineage
1 Son in Black lineage
1 Daughter in Black lineage (i hope she has big boobs and long nipples)
1 Son in Asian lineage (Jap, Chinese etc)
1 Daughter in Chinese lineage
1 Son in Russian lineage
1 Daughter in Russian lineage.

Lets see who performs the best.
My bet is on the one that has had the Russian blood to merge with.

“Unfortunately I found that most of his posts do not have good
information but instead have him ranting about this and that.”

A precondition for a good writeup is a good environment.
When you are in extreme physical danger and the people
who should exercise due diligence and reasoning dont seem
they like they are exercising the same! you have to panic,
and panic leads to word splurges, repetitions, redundancies,
borderlining junk.

If anyone merits being called a ‘thought leader’ or anyone
merits the appointment of something like ‘cio of the U.S. government’
IT IS ME.

Researchers found that speed-daters who responded positively to everyone were consistently disliked by others.

They theorize that people can tell desperation when they see it — and it isn’t sexy:

If a participant generally tended to romantically desire others, those others tended not to desire him or her. Furthermore, a participant’s tendency to desire everyone negatively predicted partners’ reports of chemistry with that participant, r = -.32, p = .050, prep = .875. None of these correlations differed by participants’ sex, and similar conclusions were suggested by participants’ yes/no decisions within a separate sample (N = 608, mean age = 40.1 years) who attended professional speed-dating events.

Why were the speed-daters who desired everyone so consistently disliked? One intriguing possibility emerged: The negative generalized-reciprocity correlation was partially mediated (Baron & Kenny, 1986) by perceived unselectivity, Sobel z = 1.85, p = .065, prep = .858. Compared with participants who experienced less desire for their speed-dates on average, those who experienced more desire were perceived as likely to say yes to a larger percentage of their speed-dates, which in turn negatively predicted their own desirability. This suggests that participants who desired everyone somehow broadcasted their unselectivity on their speed-dates, which ultimately proved costly.

Source: “Selective Versus Unselective Romantic Desire” from Psychological Science

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I know I am coming off as desperate. It is definitely not presentable.
I thought I could count on an escape route to the US. But if you people continue giving more and more visas to Indians (keep in mind I dont identify with this group) its makes things even more difficult for me here because Indians gather even more and more courage with the passage of time, and they exercise it my injecting me with more expired medicines and cutting off my dick when I sleep.

I like to think of myself as definitely not clingy, needy or ‘wussy’. I know that stuff.
I also know David Deangelo’s ‘phrase to ponder’: ‘pull back every once in a while’
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