Thanks to whoever UK/US/Aus who sent a group of (white|?) women for me ‘picking up’
from the place I was walking in yesterday (T.Nagar). In response to
‘I need sex asap’ (yesterday’s blog post). There was a
beautiful homely tall blonde in the center surrounded a protective
ring of a few more white women (they know it is hostile territory).
Apparently the expectation was that
I was supposed to pick her up, take her home and make her my wife.
I realized this only after walking 50 feet away from the group.
I thought they were tourists who were just there to give me psychological
support (they know me)
They did call out loudly ‘How are you?’ (after I passed them by 50 feet)
I didnt realize they were there
for me. I missed the connection, excellent opportunity to make a blonde my wife here itself.
Next time, this same situation occurs I will have to be prepared for impromptu action
without being caught unprepared. I still will not be able to bring her home
because my father still hasnt sensed the danger situation we are in. He is a stupid asshole.
Only way I can get access to what I wanted (sex, wedding and a baby) is by picking up
the girl from the street. Next time you come, come in covered car (covered with sun control film if you can come to Medavakkam itself and when I approach or near the car, open the door and tell me ‘hi’?)
Update: Now I remember, I was informed before, ‘how are you’ was one
of the keyword phrases that I am supposed to recognize, and they said ‘dont miss it’.
Stupid that I am, I forgot to write it down and I missed it infact when it did happen (yesterday).
I found that the same place where this group was standing, the local
police were found there and some asshole was shouting within my hearsay
(‘poda koodathu’) (dont fuck). It was not because I was afraid of this
that I passed on this chance to get sex here itself. I didnt realize
in time this girl was meant to be picked up! ok np. Convey my thanks
to her and the group and thanks for the concern. I just didnt feel
safe enough in this hostile territory and especially because I
was walking with my father and my father doesnt even know the gravityof the
situation just yet and he would probably not accept me picking up a girl
from the road because he thinks there may be trouble with the papers. (of course no such trouble will accrue I know). I could have done so yesterday, I missed it, atleast then
there might be a psychological victory on the ‘white people side’ that I
got to have a wife as I wanted. Ok doesnt matter. Next time this happens,
I will either pick up the girl, or I will come to you and please take me
to YOUR home. Please instruct accordingly.
Message to them: Hi i did not expect you will send homely girls to be picked up on the
street. i think i missed the chance. Give them thanks and convey my love and for sex to happen i must first be in safe place inside uk us aus. I thought they were tourists. They did say how are you. Tell them I am fine and will try to meet you soon for sex and be my wife. I was not afraid. I was just not in the mood for pickup as i was not expecting it.
As regards yesterday’s scheduled interview with ‘BI Worldwide’ (i dont
identify with this company, dont patronize this company) I know they know
they have been told about me, they were trying to find weak points in my resume,
they were trying to belittle, deride, berate and ridicule me
using any silly excuses possible and
by asking irrelevant questions trying to show that ‘I am not technically suitable’
(that was their idea). Of course I answered very well whatever I can and it
shouldnt have mattered at all, these people have already been instructed
‘OVERLOOK’ everything. They kept asking (almost every interview I attend this same question
is being asked: about what is the challenge you faced in latest project?) and now I understand what is this ‘challenge’ about.
In the email scheduling the interview, I said I want
‘Java Architect or Consultant’ role and they were saying they were looking at me
as “Associate Team Lead” or “Team Lead’ purposely belittling the job title. This
nondescript, name-unknown company doesnt have track record of filing visas
successfully to anywhere. And you Americans are putting Indians in highly visible
publicity posts like CIO of U.S. I left the interview taking back my resume
shouting ‘belittling and ridiculing me’. Who allowed this company place in Australia, UK, US and China? They should not get even single business. Dont do business with this company or others.
It looks like those white people in US/UK/elsewhere have my best interests in mind are paying heavy price by giving ‘high quality pita bread’ to other people that I dont identify with (of this nationality) thinking they are doing service for me but I am not even being given stale bread and on my way to the US/UK, Indians are purposely blocking all my ways. There is no point in saying ‘if I try i will go’. There is only so much I can try. Cognizant,Wipro,Accenture,nobody is giving me job. And you white people dont understand ‘hostage negotiation levels’. It is now at the level of ‘personal safety of the pawnee family’. You should have by now identified pawnee Indian families in UK/US/Aus and keep it secret and make them impotent, castrated, and exterminate these families hiddenly the same way they Indians are doing against me here.
While I was emasculated when I slept, it seems that Indians had used unclean, non-sterile
surgical equipment. I can feel small scratches, miniscule pus tumours, etc. and the 2 cm penis has been attached in incorrect orientation (mis-aligned).
I received several hidden threats in phone yesterday mentioning my relatives names and
words like ‘cutting plier’. Let me be very clear I dont care about any of my relatives.
They never helped me.
It is clear that my family of three (father mother and me) has been identified as ‘pawn family’ for psychologically blackmailing the soft-hearted Western people. West is paying
a very heavy price just for the personal safety of us three. This must stop. This price is not worth paying. Others of the same nationality are not me. ‘Hostage negotiation levels’
have now gone down to ‘personal safety levels’ so both sides should negotiate on that level only. But you Americans are still putting Indians in pedestals (Vivek Kundra) and making Indians rich (Kosmix owner, Flotype owner-Indian student). While I am not even allowed to have sex or baby here. First, you take paper and write ‘left handside’ ‘right handside’ columns. In right handside, my side, write ‘Vasectomy: complete’, ‘Injected expired medicines: complete’, ‘emasculation: complete’, ‘making eye crooked and disfiguring face: complete’ these are the things done to me by Indians hiddenly. In left hand side, first identify who is the ‘pawn family’ of Indian resident in US. DOnt disclose this openly. I suggest extermination of Vinod Khosla or Avinash Kaushik’s family as ‘pawn family’. List out what all have been carried out on their body on the left hand side. You will see you have not even started hidden retaliation! West is too broad minded and soft hearted and this only gives more courage for Indian assholes. Put eyecams on all Avinash Kaushik’s family and allow them to be watched by the CHinese 24 hours, and whatever happened to me here should happen to several other prominent Indian families resident in the US and everything should be visible 24 hours in china so China can have the last laugh.
It is extremely clear that now ‘national pride’ got involved because RAW got to see and hear through my eyecam what I am saying at home, they will never ever let me go. So it is high time you start injecting Indian students with hidden venom, expired medicines, etc. making them unable to study and show that as an excuse for denying them employment and sending them back. You cant do this openly. THen open hostility will become visible. It will incur open wrath. If you shoot and kill and manhandled Indians in Australia or UK, you will go to jail and spoil YOUR life. Handle this tactfully and undercover and covertly just as being done to me here.
There is only so much I can do. I can only apply to open job opportunities being posted. Then the company should call for interview. They are not even calling for interview and only those companies are doing show off that are not already having track record of successful filing of visas. ‘Developer post!’ I cannot get to go on B1 on that post. “AON Hewitt” That company cannot get you to US because there are no US projects there. Purposefully Indians are avoiding putting me in places where it is easy to go to the US. You can only lead a horse to water. There is no point in pushing me using sex as a motivator saying ‘if he only tries he will get through!’. That is not going to happen here. I already tried and there is only so much I can do. Now you people must stop giving orders to Indian software companies and exercise hidden ostracization against them (do it hiddenly and undercover without getting detected).
What is the point in putting court case against Infosys and creating open hostile environment? By putting court case, you have pulled upon yourself creating burden of proof. You should have not given orders to Infosys or let Infosys inside U.S. in the first place. Should not have patronized them. This is what I call ‘thumba vittuttu vaala pidikkirathu’.
Update: I eat ‘Indian food’ because there is no other alternative here I cant afford to go to McDonalds everytime. Just because I eat Indian food doesnt mean I identify with or see myself in, Indian cuisine. I have always identified with hamburgers, pizzas, buns and Big Macs and Starbucks and ‘stuff black people like’. I couldnt get any of those in my childhood. I ate what my mom made, and i never saw a ‘nationality identity’ element in that food. It was just ‘food’.
Update: I know ‘how I perceive things’ is a BIG MATTER to psychological researchers manipulating the Internet from the US (what I see). So let me make it clear that if I ‘see’ escape route to the US and or ‘way for sex’ in software companies in India, these companies will get even more business from the US. Yesterday, the stock price of INFY and CTSH rose. Which is the exact opposite of what I want. So, read below. I dont see ‘way for sex’ or ‘US’ in software companies. I see annoyance, irritation that these companies should not get orders and they are getting rich. The only way I can now get sex, marriage and love and romance and baby is if the white people black people decide to send their agents here to pick me up personally and physically from the roadside and i will come with you and you can take me back to your place.
So now, lets take diversion and take alternate route. From now on the only way I see to escape from here and go to the US UK aus where I can get sex and a life ‘way for home’ ‘way for sex’ ‘way for marriage’, is for you people to arrange to ‘take me with you’ when you see me somewhere outside on the roads here. Forget about using software companies as escape route. That route was closed long time ago. Take diversion. Just meet me somehow on the road and I am ready to come with you white/black people of America or UK so I can make a safe landing in US. (You did ask me before many times, I didnt know who was asking, I thought someone (Indian) was trying to kidnap me by trying to ‘buy me’ and steal my kidneys and then make me into beggar on the road – it happens here). Apparently it was those white people who conveyed message to me in school that they brought lots of toys for me because I was the one that was asking for toys to my mom and we couldnt afford it and they told me to leave for safety and said ‘you can only lead a horse to water’ and I didnt understand it at all. Now, I want to make it clear that ‘I dont see ‘way for sex’ ‘way to the US’ in any softwre company like Infosys, Cognizant, Wipro, TCS, Polaris, etc. Never did. I know those walls are closed, they are not doors. If you white people from America can somehow meet me again when I go out somewhere and give me some signal ‘you are ready to take me home;’ I will come with you. This is the only escape route now. This is the route that is getting my mindshare CPU cycles as of now. Not software companies. I need you white or black people in person to come pick me up and take me home (adopt me?) (thats what you said in school?) ‘way for sex’ ‘way to home’ ‘way for marriage’ ‘way for fun love and romance’ (reassignment of perception indicators for the benefit of psychology researchers studying my case)
White people must understand that getting passport, ration card, voter id card etc. is a matter of right because I am born here. It is an obligation, a duty on the part of the country because they took taxes from me. But what the white people are giving Indians back in return is a favor. not an obligation. It is something that is ‘over and above’ what was given and it is at discretion of the white people whether to give or not and even if it not given it cannot be claimed as a ‘matter of right’. I can claim passport, ration card, national id card etc. as a ‘matter of right’. White people must come to their senses and start the stoppage of benefits to Indians using my image.
There is a difference between ‘obligation’ ‘matter of right’ and ‘favor’. Indian assholes cannot show, what they gave to me because it is matter of right and obligation in order to gain favors from the West. Such favors are unwarranted and and is at discretion of the west. West must have started the stopping of such favors. If west continues to shower favors which they are not obliged to, on India, India will use me as pawn after identification that ‘this is the guy most wanted by them’ ‘so we must not let him go’ ‘lest we will not get favors from the west’. The west is at fault here for doing favors which they are not obliged to do, for Indians. (like allowing huge number of Indian cuisine inside their territories!) So India is detaining me as captive in a move to extort more money power influence and prestige from the west. West should not allow room for it.
Also, when I was working in High Court, they told me the situation through a colleague of mine that they will not involve themselves in getting me visa to the US (like they wont give me in Infosys or Cognizant etc.) and asked me to ‘give money and go’. First, I didnt have that kind of money to give, and second, I didnt know where to give even if I had that money. They asked me to apply to TCS and Cognizant. I applied already, but nobody even called me for interview for fear of displeasing local political bosses. More recently, in 2005-2006, I got call from Levare and SRM saying they can process H1B if I gave them money to the tune of 1.5 lacs or above. I had that money but my father, still unsuspecting foul play against us, didnt want to pay money to get visa. He said others in Cognizant, Infosys, etc. are going an visa costs are to be borne by the company. We cannot pay ourselves.
Now the point is that I cannot go to the US because you cannot count on Indian software companies to get me there. THey will not incur the displeasure and the wrath of the political leaders by being an ‘aid’ in getting my visa to the US. So I stopped looking at them as a way for my escaping to the US. Atleast US should have stopped approving visas filed by Infosys (how they got 2000 H1B approved in 2011? Those 2000 people got visas without paying single rupee!) how come? WHy cant they give me? Without my image or my IPR, this several hundred billion dollar IT industry cannot have come to India!
Ok now past is past. what needs to be done now is close the software avenue chapter once and for all. Now send me someone white people/black people from America/UK etc. who can adopt me and take me home with you. That is my way for safety, way to home, way for sex and marriage and way for life. Even if you cant do that, stop patronizing Indian software companies. They will NEVER EVER aid me in getting my due visa to the US because they are not like American companies – they need to operate within set parameters/boundaries of not displeasing local political bosses. Now I begin to see local news items of how metaphorical and indirect reference to me they all are. Upto this point, I havent been suspecting hidden operation of local enemies against me. (and foul play – emasculating and neutering me when sleeping)
Be aware tht Indians in software field in US/Uk etc. are using my image to begin with and I never gave permission to them to use my image. And most important of all, they cannot be better than my image itself. My image is that of emasculated penis, vasectomy done, colonoscopy done, disfigured face, fat stunted and ugly – this exact same image if Indian have only then they can claim my image. You people should not have given visas to Indians in the first place. Now it takes me and my word to tell you to stop it and this is grounds for Indians to stop my progress here because I openly told you to stop issuing visas to Indians and whoever is already there, please emasculate their penises when they sleep so they cannot get courage to ask western woman for date and cannot have sex.